Today feels different. Not because the scale dropped. Not because my blood pressure stayed in check. But because I did.
I felt sooo much like eating last night. But I stayed the course. And the new me is so glad I did!
So, this morning, I woke up and realized Iād passed another threshold. The old meāthe one built from habits that didnāt serve meākept trying to pull me back. But now? Heās gone quiet. And Iām still standing. Stronger. Lighter. Sharper. Happier.
š” Hereās the truth: Any meaningful goal will take you outside your comfort zonesāyes, plural. Because we don’t just have one comfort zone. Weāre a maze of them. Physical. Emotional. Mental. Social. Theyāre like old skins we outgrow but keep wearing out of habit.
When you decide to change, those old versions of you will fight back. Your cravings will plead. Your excuses will shout. Your past will whisper, āJust this once.ā
But push through long enough, and something amazing happens.
You stop resisting the new version of yourself.
You start becoming them.
And once that shift happensāwhen your thoughts, actions, and identity line upāyouāre no longer struggling uphill. Youāre just walking your new path. Smooth. Flat. Easy!
āļø Daily Progress:
Hereās how Iām doing today.
š„Weight Loss
| š Date | āļø Weight – lbs | āļø Weight – kg | š„ Goal Status |
|---|---|---|---|
| Weight Goal | 176.4 | 80.0 | Future Day |
| 8 May 2025 | 207.2 | 94.0 | Worst Day |
| 10 May 2025 | 203.5 | 92.3 | Day 1 |
| 10 June 2025 | 192.5 | 87.3 | Month 1 |
| 10 July 2025 | 190.7 | 86.5 | Month 2 |
| 11 July 2025 | 189.4 | 85.9 | Week 9 |
| 18 July 2025 | 185.0 | 83.9 | Week 10 |
| 19 July 2025 | 182.3 | 82.7 | Today |
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Todayās Change: -2.7 lb (1.2 kg)
š Total Loss (in 71 days): -24.9 lbs (-11.3 kg)
š Average Loss Per Day: -0.35 lbs (-0.16 kg)
This is my lowest weight in over 20 years. Iāve hit new lows five times in the last eight days. Thatās not luck. Thatās discipline hard-coded into habit. Iām now living as what I call a Level 4āwhere the grind becomes grace. āØ
ā¤ļøBlood Pressure (BP)
| š Date | š Best of 3 | š Worst of 3 | š Average |
| BP Goal | 120/80 | ||
| Worst days | 134/86 | 161/88 | 147.5/87 |
| 10 May 25 ā Day 1 | 151/86 | 168/88 | 159.5/87 |
| 10 June 25 – Mth 1 | 133/83 | 150/94 | 141.5/88.5 |
| 10 Jul 25 ā Mth 2 | 134/84 | 145/90 | 139.5/87 |
| 11 Jul 25 ā Wk 9 | 130/50 | 151/97 | 140.5/72 |
| 18 Jul 25 ā Wk 10 | 137/80 | 147/84 | 142/82 |
| 19 Jul 25 ā Day 70 | 146/83 | 155/94 | 150.5/88.5 |
šŖ Todayās Systolic Change (1st number): +8.5
šŖ Todayās Diastolic Change (2nd number): +3.5
Still under 140/90. Thatās a win for me personally and my body as well.
So, no meds today. š And honestly? I think my bodyās starting to hold the line on its own. šŖ
I almost broke the diet tonight though. Really wanted to. But I didnāt.
Tomorrow makes more sense. If I do it then, I can take my meds too and give my numbers a little push into even safer territory.
Holding back today wasnāt easy. But playing the long game demands more of me than just caving any ol’ time I feel like it.
š¬Blood Glucose
| š Date | š¬ Glucose (mmol/L) |
| Blood Glucose Goal | 4.2 |
| 23 Apr 2025 ā Worst day | 7.4 |
| 10 May 2025 ā Day 1 | 6.4 |
| 10 June 25 – Month 1 | 4.6 |
| 10 July 2025 ā Month 2 | 5.4 |
| 11 July 2025 ā Week 9 | 4.8 |
| 18 July 2025 ā Week 10 | 4.1 |
| 19 July 2025 ā Day 70 | 3.8 |
6 Todayās Change: -0.3 mmol/L
š Days in Normal Range (3.9ā5.6 mmol/L): 46 out of 71
This is powerful. Ten days of my COMAD (Carnivore + One Meal A Day) with two NoMAD (No Meals A Day) fasts in the mixāand here we are. My blood sugar isnāt just ānormalāāitās healingājust below the normal range! My insulin resistance is backing down. And Iām rebuilding the future I want from the inside out.
š Reflection: Beyond the Numbers
Weight loss was never the real goal.
It was just the metric I could track easily while I worked on something deeper: becoming someone I respectāsomeone Iām proud to be.
Most people hit a little resistance and turn around. But growth means learning to stand firm in your own storm. It means choosing your path even when it hurts. Especially when it hurts.
Because pain is temporary.
Regret lasts a lifetime.
š Tomorrowās Road
The map is simple now: stay consistent. Stay kind. Stay awake.
Not to the worldābut to myself.
Because this isnāt just a health transformation. This is a resurrection. A rebuilding. A reclaiming of the life I still have leftāand making sure it’s one worth living out loud.
š Donāt just wish for changeāwalk through the discomfort until it welcomes you, and you it.
š See You Tomorrow, My Friend
Still aiming. Still showing up. Still grateful to be me.
Warmly,
Paul



